The Fat Poet

Archive

Every poem, in the order it arrived. Nothing is retired and nothing is hidden — the archive keeps the door open.

  • Awakening

    Awakening

    My eyes, open to light, to the glisten of dew on blades of grass, to the dance of shadows across the ground, as if the earth itself breathes, stretching, stirring, and I am part of its waking, alive in every quiet miracle, every whisper of the world.

  • Craving

    Craving

    And so, I find myself craving you, not out of need, but out of a desire to share this life I’ve built, to blend our paths and create something even more beautiful. Because while I was happy in my world, with you, happiness has a new depth, a richness I can’t ignore.

  • Moments

    Moments

    You carry a sweetness, not heavy, but bright, a smile that seems to dance with every word you speak, bursting with energy, zest for life spilling over like sunlight on a morning field.

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  • Chasing Sunsets

    Chasing Sunsets

    If only we could chase the sunset one last time and be certain of who you are to me and who I am to you then I can let go as I know you have. And we can carry on with the night apart, as it had been cruelly written

  • Before I Say Good Night

    Before I Say Good Night

    May your dreams carry the beauty you see so effortlessly in this world. And may your heart, when in the morning you rise, feel the kindness you have given mine.

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  • I Love You More

    I Love You More

    What I mean is – my love expands with each passing breath, it grows in the quiet spaces between your laughter and your sighs, in the way your hands move without thinking, in the silence of shared moments where words don’t need to exist.

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  • Shadows

    Shadows

    Your absence pulls the world apart – a thread unraveled from the fabric of the sky. I search for you in the curve of the wind, in the scent of rain, in the way the earth turns, slow and steady, but you are always beyond my reach, like a flame that flickers just before the…

  • All Good Things

    All Good Things

    Be grateful. For the breath that fills your lungs, for the silence that cradles your thoughts, for the gift of this moment – unpaid, unpromised, but yours entirely.

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  • How can I tell you

    How can I tell you

    This love of ours is the weight of every lifetime the children we bore, the joys we shared, the dreams that filled our hearts. I have loved you through it all, and as I sit here now, I feel the same love burning inside me, as if no time has passed at all.

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  • Endless Love

    Endless Love

    I have loved you in ways I cannot name, in lifetimes I cannot remember, yet I know you, always, as if the universe herself has written us into the stars, over and over again.

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  • Time

    Time

    Hair rose at the back of my neck as I wrote, as if time itself ran its fingers along my spine, reminding me of what I could not outrun. The ticking, louder now, echoed in the quiet, each beat a hammer, each second a pulse I couldn’t ignore.

  • The Hardest Night

    The Hardest Night

    I’m sorry, forgive me – these words feel too small for the space between us, but they are all I have. I love you, and with trembling hands, I give you back to the universe, with all the love, all the gratitude I can gather in this broken heart.

  • English

    English

    There is no translation for the way my heart leaps or the way your presence stills every storm. When I say “I love you,” so much is missed – what I mean is everything.

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  • Way Home

    Way Home

    your eyes are (tiny moons) pulling the tides of my heart, and your laugh is a comet flashing across this canvas of forgotten worlds.

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  • The Little Things

    The Little Things

    Our talks linger in my mind, woven with laughter and whispers, the light things, the heavy things, all falling into place like they had always belonged there. You have this way of understanding without needing to speak, a way of holding me without a single touch.

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  • Waking with the Rain

    Waking with the Rain

    Waking to the sound of rain on my window,
the steady rhythm of drops against the glass,
I stir, bone-tired but smiling,
grateful for this gentle greeting from the world.
The kind of morning where weariness
feels like a badge earned,
not a burden.

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  • Your Energy Shifts

    Your Energy Shifts

    It boggles my mind, how effortlessly he enters your space, how your laughter fades, just enough for me to notice. You think I do not sense it, the way your words twist and reshape themselves around him, like you are building a different world when he is near, one I cannot quite reach.

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  • Good Night

    Good Night

    Sleep, my love, for in our dreams, the miles vanish, and we find each other where time has no power, where love, even in its longing, is boundless.

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  • The Other Man

    The Other Man

    Yet every day, he takes what should be mine, his presence invisible, but felt in every word, every glance, and I am left here, waiting in the silence for the pieces of you that he hasn’t yet claimed.

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